Love

Have you ever been in love??? Me I don't know, I guess so I did... Of course I did. But what is love, how did I know that I fall in love already? Is it because I enter relationship that last few months or a year and so?

At this stage of life, in this present year of my life. I honestly don't know the answer to all those questions. But why??? Maybe because I never had a good relation that last a life time. That everything ends up before I knew it. Or is it because I was always being left behind. Ah that add another injury on me and bunch of questions that I need to answer.

An honest question that pops up on my mind after watching the movie "While you were sleeping".

She taught she is in love. She knew how she giggles whenever the so called love of her life passes by. But not until that tragic moment happen. It open a window in her heart and change her life forever.

Well I guess that is love. It's undefined, you cannot plan love. And you never can tell if it's really, only if God show you that it is.

And that answer my questions, yes I haven't experience being in love. Infatuation maybe, but not the real love. I have never offer my life to anyone. I haven't experience the magic feeling, I haven't heard the magic bell ringing. But that is okay. I know in time it will happen. In God's time.